Sat 9 Sep 2023

I’m writing this early in the morning on saturday. I’ve just taken my medication that I’m being told will help me mentally. But the truth is that they dont really change anything. I only get side effects from it. They’re supposed to help my brain “relax” more. But they’re medication against schizophrenia.

It was my birthday yesterday, and 5 people contacted me in total on the day. Is this what it means to be forgotten? Because it really feels like it.