Tues 5 Sep 2023

It’s been some time since I updated properly on this page.

Alot of stuff have gone down that I haven’t been able to talk about before now.

First of all then there has been some friendships that have been on the loose and alot of drama. People blaming each other, and to be honest I’m too old to deal with it, so they could either stop it or get out of my life.

Second has been my diagnosis and stuff that I’m going through mentally. It’s hard to explain, but I’m not really well in my head. There has been too many suicide attempts, and with my life in general over the past few years it’s easy to understand why. I won’t get into the details right now. But there has been alot going on. Now I’m on medication against Schizophrenia. And the past few days where I’ve gotten them (started friday 1st september), boy I can tell you they’re something.

Like I get alot of the sideeffects that they list. And they even told me when I went to pick up the medication at the pharmacy.

These are some of the things that I’ve experienced so far:

• Headache
• Dizzy
• Faster heartbeat
• Vomit feeling when moving
• Weak (everything feels heavy, even arms and legs)

If we want to top everything there then I’ve been told to take this medication until my doctor says no. So its going to be a great month until the next time I see him.