Fri 18 Aug 2023

Yeah. Not much. Just ideas. Plenty of ideas.

I should maybe start fixing some of the sites I have up.

Fri 11 Aug 2023

Not much happens in my life.

I’m moving to a different place in September.

Some days alot of stuff happens, and then most of the days it’s the same.

Wed 26 Jul 2023

Nothing much has happened really. Just work and no vacation.

Life has been boring.

Only taking care of my dads cat, and granddads birds.

I went to see a therapist yesterday. And yeah. Nothing much, it’s just them getting surprised over how my life works/is.

Sun 16 Jul 2023

I hate that people write to one expecting a quick answer like;

>Hey can you help with this?

Yeah tell me when.

And then nothing.

Tues 11 Jul 2023

Being forcefully entered in a chat, or invited to a group should stop.

Why is it possible to just invite someone into a chatroom and they should be forced to hear that stupid pinging sound from the messages until they leave manually.

This is an issue in so many chat programs.

I’ve had this happen on MSN Messenger, Skype and Discord.

If I want to meet people I’ll go to places where I can meet them.

Mon 10 Jul 2023

More and more days go between the days I write anything.

Motivation has gone down to a peak low.

I’m just here to be in pain.

The most exciting thing in my life is going to bed.

Fri 7 Jul 2023

Only thing interesting on this day, is that I confessed to someone. I can’t tell if they’re real or not. In my mind they seem real.

A rejection ofcourse. Why would it be anything else. Even if it’s in my mind only then I’m not supposed to feel happiness.

I’m having a hard time figuring out if the people I see and talk to are real, or if they’re just a part of my imagination.

It’s just a part of my daily life. Not knowing if I speak with someone or if it’s just something i see.