28 May 2026

Today I’ve been out getting some shelving units for my room. And Ive only built one so far. The way I had thought the layout of the room to be doesnt work, with the large bed. So I have to move some stuff around and figure out what I want instead. I’ve been thinking about making Youtube videos again, like just vlogs, gaming and food stuff. But I honestly do’t know what channel to do it on if I do it. Because I do have a gaming channel, I have a food channel, and I have my main channel, which I still call my main, but it isnt really. Since I havent been on it for a very long. Even when the channel is from 2011. As of right now I could make 4 videos without much work, but that would be food and drink videos. So shorter videos like a review. The reason why I cant figure out what channel it should be, is because I have the name Spody I use for almost everything, but people know it and I’m afraid of what people I know will say to it, if they watch it. I did once back like 15-16 years ago, if not more have a video uploaded that some people from my school watched, and then in the recommended it came up with a vlog thing I did. And I just have these panic attacks and anxiety feeling.The videos I have an idea of making them like 2010 style, with an older camera in a SD format, same with gaming stuff. Because I just like that genre of Youtube stuff. I grew up watching that. Even when my first Youtube account was created in 2006. So I’ve been on the platform for a long time. Before I do any videos I do kinda want to make sure that the room or the background of my webcam looks alright. I dont like having a mess and a bunch of stuff around. Its fine when its behind the camera. I could make a video and then a blog post about it, that would be both things at once. But I do have an idea of just making a bunch of videos like the channel MongoTV where he just does everything, like imaginary things, vlogs, and gaming videos. He also does a little of food stuff. I dont know. I’m just out here with a lot of ideas. My computer cant handle much right now. It was very loud, so I got a new one, but kept some parts. Now I just need to sell some of the older stuff.