Nothing much has happened today. I’ve kinda just been up for a few hours. I’ve had a headache for the past few days, like one that hits in the back of your head. Might be stress over everything going on. Which doesnt seem to be much, but its just I have much on my calendar. And to be honest, it doesnt feel like much, but I get stressed over it. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow to get a bloodtest, and then I have a meeting with a psychologist on thursday, and that has pretty much just left me stressed. It doesnt need to be more than that. I get stressed very easily. The entire month of december I was stressed and couldnt do much because I had agreed to spend Christmas with my sister. So I felt sick the entire month. And I dont know how it will become better. Since nothing that Im trying helps. Im on alot of medication, but nothing seems to be working. I dont know what will become of me. I have a lot of ideas, but my health doesnt allow me to do it. That and money. Hopefully it will help soon when I move. But I dont know if it will. I need to get the website fixed so it isnt only on my local machine, and then I need to sell my server. Its just not being used enough for me to have it powered on, then I would rather have other people be able to use it. I got 2 servers, the HP Microserver, and a Dell rack. The microserver isnt worth much, but the rack could be worth something. It uses a little power, but thats just how it is with these older machines. I’m currently reading the news, and have been thinking about making content about my views online. But with all the channels I have online then I shouldnt make more. I think I have about 9 Youtube channels. All with different things being made on them. I’ve seen a few tiktoks where people just say their opinion, but then I would be social or public saying those things, which makes me sick and not want to do it. Just alot of ideas and no feeling of actually doing them.